I don`t want to.

It`s hard to insist yourself to someone who doesn`t want you on his/her life anymore. The love that you once shared with each other may have been extreme and unbelievable. But analogous to any other love, it fades. And when that happens, it sucks, really. Especially when you`re not yet ready to move on and you know that what you feel isn`t over yet. But like I said, pushing yourself to someone is like searching for a rose in the winter - hopeless and very much wishful.

Delusional no more. Goodbye.